Abdukarim's reflections

2022-12-29 12:54:31 my new challenge is writing.

I knew writing was difficult since I was preparing for my IELTS exam, but I didn't know how important it was.

I would say writing is art. the more you write, the more you feel like u r growing.

one of the first important goals for the new year will be learning how to write better.

from revising simple grammar rules to hard old English literatures. Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-25 16:00:17 we are depressed, so we listen to music, go on a walk, and try to talk with smn. but no, nothing helps.

music cannot take off your anxiety, rather it makes it big.

people also dont really understand u, what u r feeling, and what u r going through. also, they dont really care about you.

the only one who can help is yourself, eventually. yeah, you.

you will try to change your lifestyle, run, wake up early, eat healthily, and most importantly bound to the creator, God. then u may be the person u want to be now. u will be disciplined, mentally strong, healthy, etc.

also, it's a kind of tendency for human beings to think like "I will start tomorrow, or from the next day or new year, whatever."

so, after giving a word, just do it.

tomorrow is a new day and week. it's another chance to create the person u want to become. Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-24 19:02:46 we try. we fail. we stand up and we try again. we fail. we want to give up. but we try again. and it works.

yes, no one is born with a brilliant ability to do smth in life. yes, no one! I'm better at smth than u because i spent more time on it, i tried more to learn it.

you and i are different people. you might have started doing it 5 years ago, but i may have started it recently. or the opposite. so comparing doesn't work in any case.

you feel like a loser. yes, you are. no need to pretend like everything is fine. NO! just admit it. nothing is fine. you are in the trouble, so you have to work on it, right?

if u just keep pushing it to the later and later, no one is gonna come here and do everything instead of u

this is life, and we should know why we are here, know our mission, etc.

our job is not finished.

p.s i aint trying to motivate smn. i' just wanted to write my thoughts, and i wrote whatever is in my head, that's it.!

peace! Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-24 08:45:01 I was quiet, but I was not blind.

- Jane Austen

@ozodbek_SK Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-16 22:08:48 comparing

Every people has unique traits and characteristics. some of us might be good at knowledge, and others good at sport.. etc.. constantly comparing ourselves to others will result in losing our own values.. we should just accept the fact that we are all in different situations.

Also, we have a common perspective that we should be better than others at everything, our cars, houses, phones, and clothes should be better and luxuries. oh, a really interesting point comes here.
yeah, we shouldn't also compare ourselves with others at knowledge too, but we, uzbeks, don't really do that in general, you know. I rarely see an uzbek who does really compare with others in knowledge... only cars, houses, phones, etc..

anyways, in general, we should just get rid of this habit.

The one who should be compared with ourselves is only our old ourselves. yes, only me and myself.

just thoughts while waiting for my result.. Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-16 16:56:18 I know smth good will happen...
I know it. : Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-13 21:12:55 again, some positivity and fun Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-13 21:12:32 Here is the full version of the Indian guy who loves food.
Enjoy Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-13 19:06:08


This video teachs me many things... Ochish/sharhlash

2022-12-13 19:02:21 if i had my life to live over
I'd make more mistakes next time
I'd relax
I'd be sillier than i have been this trip
I'd take few things more seriously
I'd take more chances
I'd take more trips
I'd climb more mountains and swim more rivers
I'd eat more ice cream and less beans
I'd perhaps have more actual troubles but
I'd have fewer imaginary ones
I'd have more of my moments

I Ochish/sharhlash